Apartment

Now, I like to nest as much as the next person, but it's hard to ignore how utterly solipsistic a process it is to move into a new apartment. In my case, especially so, since I'm putting so much energy into a place I'll use primarily to sit by myself and read. (And, of course to be visited by YOU.) I'm not really capable of not caring if my space is nice, but I kind of hate myself for caring because I can feel my aesthetic energy getting channeled into which lamp should go where.

I feel boring and I HATE that.